Alfred X Reader : Unknown Desires Part 2

You started to walk around Alfred in circles, running your fingers over his bomber jacket giving him flushed glances

Eyes full of desire and a hit of sadness

"Why think about having sex when you can have real thing?" staring at him with your (e\c) eyes

He blinked and blushed and said "I don't know ______, because think about it were not married and I'd hate to take something like this that is so important to you away just because I would feel good"

"I would feel good too!" you interjected

He shoved his hands in his face and sat quietly for a minuet

"Do you love me?" You flatly asked him

Alfred looked up at you and was flabbergasted "W-w-what?" He looked confused

You looked dead into his blue oceanic eyes and said once again

"Do you Alfred Jones love me with all your heart?"

You questioned and he smiled

"Of course I do _____ your my baby, if I lose you then I don't know what I'd do with myself anymore."

You smiled wide "Oh your too much sometimes" giving Al a sigh of relief and he smiled as well

Thinking to yourself something very fun came to mind , you looked at him

"Hey I'm going to go get changed and be a little bit more... comfortable"

Showing him the sly smile of yours

He became a little short winded and nodded his head vigorously, and with that you ran upstairs to your bed room

On your way up you think "Yes he does love me!! Sometimes I don't know why I doubt him. Maybe if I dress up a little bit he will want to touch me, hold me, kiss me, eat me..."

That last image came to mind and you almost took a dive going up the stairs

"Gezz I'm clumsy"

You bit your lower lip and continued to your room

Looking through piles and mountains of clothes you finally decided on a cute little black dress with a __(your color of choice)__ bra and...um...

Wait where's the matching underwear?

You freak some more and still couldn't find them

"FINE I'll GO PAINTY LESS!"

You yell and
Al asks after a few seconds asks if you're alright

Flustered you answered

"Yes I'm fine I just um...hit my foot on the door haha yeah clumsy me"

You didn't hear anything else after that and decided to walk down the stairs to see Alfred standing up waiting for you still and blushing very hard now

"Oh wow ____ you look great"

he smiled and you approached him grabbed his hair and whispered in his ear very softly

"I'm not wearing any underwear"

He sucked in his breath and started to shiver a little

"God I want you so much..."

You took off his glasses and started to rub his arm, only this time he didn't flinch

"Maybe we can make this happen for us Al because I really do love you... I just feel like you don't feel the same most of the time, I mean you're all I could ever ask for, and then some"

He smiled widely and crushed his lips to yours before he answered you

"______ I love you much, more than any other girl I have dated before, because every time I did have a girlfriend I never held back and enjoyed the relationship I had with them because I rushed everything and I love you much that I wanted to sit back and make this last, I had no idea you felt so lonely when I didn't touch you.."

Your foreheads touched and you gave him butterfly kisses

You kissed his cheek and said "I believe you"

Then Alfred asked "Can we go to your room and cuddle?"

You knew very well that the cuddling wouldn't last very long but you didn't care and neither did he.